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demagogue of disgrace

From Amiel Aguilar Cabanlig

While we live in a society where man’s spirit is crushed at birth; where hope is absent and poverty is severe, demagogues thrive in this melancholy. By offering hollow bonbons, sugar-coated in enticing wrapping such as “aspirational” to naive upstarts, they easily tickle the fancies and enslave their souls.

The vocabulary of pretentiousness is nowhere as encyclopedic as in their weeklies. To these sybarites, greed has no moderation. Remember, your Hermes scarves are useless dahlins’, its hot where you’re going.

In a recent article I read, a senior columnist proposes an ethics body to be formed by journalists to “hear and decide the complaints about their abusive peers.” It’s quite amusing, that someone, somewhere, is coming up with a solution. But hey, didn’t it take almost a decade for their own daily to come to their senses and fathom the contemptuous self-serving dignitary that it bred and nurtured? The line to get your passport stamped doesn’t start at the Fort but can only go down from there. Sniff, sniff!

The PROBE Team has done a survey and says that a reporter takes at least P5,000 a month, an editor at least P10,000 pesos and a columnist at least P15,000 especially during elections! Geez, lifestyle writers wouldn’t even bother with these nickels and dimes. Pushing the art of self-promotion to its toxic limits and masquerading it with spectacular events and public relations, columnist’s profits can easily go up to six figures. Not to mention hotels, caviar and cruises all in the name of “lifestyle journalism”. When it rains it certainly pours. But now that drought is upon them, can we call a shaman for some acid-rain.

Should we wax nostalgic or should they be encased in a wax museum?

Another case in point: the death of actor Rico Yan brought forth a superfluous national outpour of grief propelled by television. In its aftermath, print-media took stock to the hype and tried to make sense of the brouhaha.

But when the same happened to a socialite friend of the guardians of high society’s fourth estate, millions of pesos worth of precious column-centimeters were devoted to beatify their dearly departed. A “cannibalism of grief” as some would say; a case of canonizing or denying ones guilt if I may say.

Will someone send me the hand-sanitizer?

The declaration of demagogues is set in stone. But when they stumble and fall into disgrace, their alibis are all for naught. Amen.

Modern Filipino Poetry

I'm scared to close my eyes even a blink
Lest the memories of your angelic face
Happy with grace and pensiveness
Would fade...

Won't dare to cover my ears in slumber
Lest your sweet voice gently flowing
Like a humming river lilt the meadows
Won't be heard...

Rainbow-hued dawn finally came
My gloomy day -
Shadows of the rainy past
That haunted me - illuminated!

Is this LOVE
That turned everything thrilling?
The concealed sensation
that lit the day?

This life's great miracle
That made two unlike-hearted merge
Though barred by Leviathans
Will triumph over infatuation's battle!

Dzhun de Leon

Love Sebastian

THIS ONE SIMPLE FORMULA TO HAVE HAPPINESS.

" IDENTIFY THE MOTIVES THAT ARE KEEPING YOU AWAY FROM HAPPINESS AND WORK HARD ON THEM "

CALL THEM DEPRESSION, BAD RELATIONSHIPS, LOW SELF ESTEAM , ETC.
TAKE ONE BY ONE AND FIND SOLUTIONS THAT CAN BE TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE AND MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER, WE CAN'T CHANGE ALL AT ONCE, WORK ON ONE AT THE TIME AND SEE THE RESULTS.

SEBASTIAN CASTRILLON.

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ESTA ES UNA SIMPLE FORMULA PARA TENER FELICIDAD.

" IDENTIFICA LOS MOTIVOS QUE TE ALEJAN DE ELLA Y TRABAJA DURO EN CORREGIRLOS "

LLAMALOS DEPRESION, MALAS RELACIONES, BAJA AUTOESTIMA ETC.
TOMA UNO POR UNO Y ENCUENTRA LAS SOLUCIONES QUE PUEDAN HABER PARA MEJORAR TU VIDA Y TE HAGAN SENTIR MEJOR, NO PODRIAMOS CAMBIALOS TODOS DE UNA SOLA VEZ, TRABAJA UNO A UNO Y FIJATE RESULTADOS.

SEBASTIAN CASTRILLON.

HOW SEXY ARE YOU?
YOU ARE VERY SEXY , EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THE PLANET IS SEXY SOME IN HIGH LEVELS AND OTHER LESS, BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WE ALL HAVE OUR AUDIENCE AND THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO THINK WE ARE VERY SEXY AND HOT.
I THINK THE SEXIEST THING FOR ME IS THE INTELLIGENCE AND THE WAY YOU PROJECT YOUR INNER BEAUTY...........THAT IS SO HOT.
THERE IS NOTHING MORE ATTRACTIVE THAN A MAN OR A WOMAN CONFIDENT AND WITH BIG BRAIN, IT IS AMAZING TO TALK WITH A PERSON WHO CAN GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT AND A LEARNING.

FEEL LIKE A MILLION DOLLARS, SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE AND GO OUT AND SHOW THE WORLD HOW SEXY YOU ARE.......YOU WORTH IT.

REMEMBER THAT YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO FEEL AND BE SEXY.
YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS AND HANDSOME.

YOUR SEXY FRIEND.............JEJEJEJEJE

SEXBASTIAN CASTRILLON.

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CUAN SEXY ERES?
TU ERES MUY SEXY, CADA PERSONA EN EL PLANETA LO ES, ALGUNOS EN UNOS NIVELES MAS ALTOS Y OTROS EN MENOS, PERO AL FINAL DEL DIA TODOS TENEMOS NUESTRA AUDIENCIA Y ALLA AFUERA HAY ALGUIEN QUE TE CONSIDERA QUE ERES MUY SEXY Y SENSUAL.
CREO QUE LA COSA MAS SEXY PARA MY ES LA INTELIGENCIA Y LA MANERA D EPROYECTAR TU BELLEZA INTERIOR............ESO ES MUY CALIENTE.
NO HAY NADA MAS ATRACTIVO QUE UN HOMBRE O UNA MUJERS CON UNA SUPER CONFIANZA Y UN SUPER CEREBRO, ES FASCINANTE HABLAR CON ALGUIEN QUE TE APORTE ALGO PARA PENSAR O APRENDIZAJE.

SIENTETE COMO UN MILLON DE DOLARES, MIRA CUAN BELLA ERES Y SAL Y MUESTRALE AL MUNDO QUE TAN SEXY ERES....TU LO VALES.

RECUERDA QUE TIENES TODO EL DERECHO DE SENTIRTE Y SER SEXY, ERES UNA BELLEZA DE MUJER Y UN HOMBRE ATRACTIVO..........ASI QUE SI LO TIENES LUCELO.

TU SEXY AMIGO.....................JEJEJEJEJEJE

SEXBASTIAN CASTRILLON.

Results

Dear Readers,

A big part of having HIV is the many tests and numbers that come along with the condition. Not being afraid/intimidated by them is the best advice I can give.
Make your HIV blood count numbers your friends. Trust me, you have no choice at days end. Embrace the numbers. They are there to help you, not hinder you.

At first it seems daunting to hear about Lymphocyte Markers, your CD4's and CD8's and the most important, your complete blood count and your personal HIV viral load.
Once you get your head around the numbers, the HIV journey becomes much easier.
My most recent test results are very comforting considering I've had HIV for eight years already.
Wow, it seems like yesterday I was told.
I feel so great about my HIV.
It's under control and I have time to help others.
What more could a man want?

My CD4's are 411 which is fantastic news. The higher the better when it comes to your CD4's.
My viral load is 18,409 which is also great news.

They don't even look at you until they reach 100,000 readers.
So for the moment I'll stay off the AVR drugs because my liver and kidneys are getting such a great break. If my viral load increases and reaches 100,000, then I'll start my drugs again. Or unless my doctor recommends it. I ALWAYS listen to my doctor.
I have to protect my organs which is another reason I stopped my drugs last year. I'm only 38 and I need them in good shape.
They needed a break from the pills.
I needed a break from the pills.
Indulgent , yes.

My HIV was undetectable for three years because I was on ARV drugs for four years. A handful of pills twice a day.
You NEVER forget you have HIV when you have to take so many pills every bloody day.
Use a condom and you will not have to do this peeps.
It's worth the time and small amount of effort. Trust me.

I stopped last year for a few personal reasons. And as a result of that decision, my HIV is now detectable again. I don't regret the pill holiday but I'm determined now to become undetectable again. I'm eating healthier and really trying to focus on my inner spirit. Yoga.

So when you get tested for HIV, expect these numbers. Every single person in the world who has HIV has these numbers to deal with.
So deal and be happy.
HAPPY.

New E mail address

Throughout the night I have been battling with hackers on my computer. You will not stop me. In fact, you only make things worse. Because I get angry. And then I post.

Some people are really trying to stop this blog. I wonder why?

I have shut down my yahoo address. I have had to change it four times as a result of this hacker.

My new secure address is

brian.gorrell@bigpond.com

Yahoo is not secure. None of my mail boxes have been enetered. I just can't access them.

Any correspondance is confidential.

This is a secure Australian line. If this address gets tampered with. The police will be called. It is a big crime in Australia to tamper with communications.

Someone out there is very smart. DJ was brilliant with computers and at one point interfaced with mine without my knowledge.
Surely thats a crime. I do believe that DJ Montano is in fact, tampering with my computer. DJ or a friend of his.

But this will not stop me from my objective.

To recover my life's savings from the man who took it from me.

Anyway's, this is just another hurdle in my path for justice.

YOU WILL NOT STOP THIS BLOG.

I can't retrieve and e mails sent on the last twelve hours to my yahoo address. I am trying to fix this with yahoo and they will also investigate. Please resend them to the above e mail address.

Just another day of trickery.

***** I have retrieved access to my yahoo e mail ********

I will respond as quickly as I can to your mail.

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Simple Truth

My name is Brian Shane Gorrell.
I'm a very proud blogger/advocate/activist who was born and raised in Canada but grew up in Australia although I feel very much like an international citizen, having lived in Europe, America and Asia.

I’ve always been a person with a very positive outlook, in spite of experiencing my share of ups and downs throughout life. In 2002, I was diagnosed with HIV and so I became an advocate from day one.
I’m a devoted vehicle for change and as a passionate communicator, my objectives are lofty but achievable nonetheless. Assisting the advocacy community to help eliminate HIV-related STIGMA is a primary goal that is close to my heart. However, my type of advocacy spreads over a wide range of issues.

I started this blogging journey under the most dire of circumstances, when my ex lover fraudulently obtained my life savings (US70,000) leaving me with nothing and eventually fled the Philippines for San Fransisco in disgrace. I'll never stop trying to recover my money because it's everything I have.
My health is a priority now and always will be. DJ took away my security and walked away from the devastation he caused leaving me with nothing except worry and fear.

Millions of people have read my blog now. The energy I put into it comes from my heart mind and soul. The blog is my healer and ultimately brought me to this wonderful place where I find myself today.
I'm still fighting for justice and my money. I'll never stop.

I understand the responsibilities of being a blogger-advocate. I know myself to be the voice for many people. People who may never be heard, or have their passions acknowledged without a conduit like a blog.

The feeling I have to help others is overwhelming at times. And so, through this blog, my journey continues…

pray pray pray

Never Again

Amiel Aguilar Cabanlig

Our nation’s ayatollah of debauchery and pretension, the Gucci Gang, are trying to make a come back in what Maurice Arcache piteously describes in his column as “Cosmo Manille”.

The PDI’s Gibbs Cadiz isn’t wrong when he said that after the tumultuous Brian Gorrell blog, it will not take long for those people whose names were severely soiled to party again.

Wikipedia says that “among those mentioned in the blog include lifestyle columnist and socialite Celine Lopez, who is described as the "Paris Hilton of Asia". Lopez is the cover of UNO Magazine for this month. I don’t know if UNO’s comic/editor, RJ Ledesma is trying to be smart-alecky and insensate.

Whatever he thinks, one thing is for sure. Ledesma YOU are doing a great disservice to our country!

Bong Austero of Manila Standard Today stated that "a more realistic appraisal of the authentic social value that these so-called 'socialites' provide", that there is "something not right in a setup where wealth and excessive lifestyles are flaunted and regularly splashed across the pages of newspapers as if they are the most natural things in the world while the majority (of Filipinos) live below the poverty line".

With an unparalleled thirst to feed their “vanities”, the swinging camera whores morphed into an organized quasi-vulgar social sorority (the Gucci Gang) of sorts that swiftly went on top of the food chain. For a moment, they seized the limelight like a thief in the night. A mere flash in the pan, they over extended their fifteen minutes of fame into eternal shame.

Now, as guiltless as ever, they are again quickly gaining a foothold in the “high-society” social niche and are establishing a labyrinthine protocol of control in Philippine society.

Victorina says NUNQUAM ITERUM.

NEVER AGAIN to the Gucci Gang!

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1 Jun 2009

US gay men mostly getting HIV from main partners

by Michael Carter

Using data from the National HIV Behavioral Surveillance System (NHBS) involving gay men in five large US cities, researchers found that over 50% of HIV transmissions in US gay men are from main sexual partners and 46% of infections were from partners who were believed to be HIV-negative.

Over 50% of HIV transmissions in US gay men are from main sexual partners, investigators report in a study published in the online edition of AIDS. The researchers also found that 46% of infections were from partners who were believed to be HIV-negative and that approximately a quarter of transmissions were the result of insertive anal sex.

A poster from San Francisco's AIDS Foundation’s 'How Do You Know What You Know?' campaign that run in 2001.

Gay men remain the group most affected by HIV in the US. There is some evidence that the number of new HIV infections in this group has increased since 2000. This has prompted calls for a renewed focus on the continuing HIV epidemic amongst gay men and the development of new prevention interventions.

Research from the Netherlands suggests that most HIV infections from young men are contracted from main sexual partners. To gain a better understanding of the dynamics of HIV transmission amongst gay men in the US, investigators designed a model using information obtained from the National HIV Behavioral Surveillance System (NHBS), involving gay men in five large US cities between 2003 and 2005, and the HIVNET Vaccine Preparedness Study (VPS), which recruited gay men in six US cities between 1995 and 1997.

Data from the NHBS study were used to estimate the number of gay men with main and casual partners in a year, the number of casual partners, the HIV status of partners, and sexual behaviour with partners. Information from the VPS was used to estimate the number of sexual episodes per year for men with main and casual partners.

A total of 3652 men from the NHBS study were included in the investigators’ analysis. These men reported 2395 main partners and 2850 casual partners. Based upon information from the VPS, the investigators estimated that the combined total of sex acts with main partners was 195,000 per year and 175,000 per year for casual partners.

The majority of HIV transmissions (68%) were estimated to be from main partners, with 32% thought to be from casual partners. This trend was observed in all age groups. The investigators also estimated that receptive anal intercourse was the main (69%) mode of HIV transmission. However, they attributed 28% of infections to insertive anal sex and 3% to oral sex.

Of the HIV transmissions from main partners, 46% were from individuals believed to be HIV-negative, with 38% from partners of unknown status, and 16% from partners who were known to be HIV-positive. The bulk (63%) of HIV transmissions from casual partners were from partners of unknown status. The investigators also found that more infections occurred from casual partners thought to be HIV-negative (24%) than HIV-positive (16%).

Annual HIV incidence was calculated at 2.2%.

The investigators believe that there are three reasons why there are more HIV transmissions from main rather than casual partners:
• Men had more sex with their main partner than casual partners.
• Men were more likely to have receptive anal sex with their main partner than a casual partner (40% of men reported that the last sex they had with a main partner involved receptive anal sex compared to 26% for a casual partner).
• Men were more likely to report unprotected receptive anal sex with their main partner than a casual partner.

The finding that 28% of HIV transmissions appear to be the result of insertive anal sex is stressed by the investigators. They comment “prevention counsellors should continue to emphasise that the risk of insertive anal intercourse, although lower than the risk of receptive anal intercourse, is still an important concern for men who have sex with men”.

They also emphasise that “among main partners, transmissions mostly arise from partners believed to be HIV-negative”. Furthermore, they note that individuals of unknown status accounted for most transmissions from casual partners. The group least likely to be responsible for HIV transmission to main or casual partners were men with diagnosed HIV infection.

Although over 50% of new HIV infections in the US are amongst gay men, the investigators note that only 22% of HIV prevention interventions designated as 'best-evidence' by the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention have been tested with gay men.

“New HIV prevention interventions for US men who have sex with men [MSM] are needed and should be responsive to current behavioral risk patterns and transmission characteristics of the US MSM epidemic”, conclude the investigators. “Our data suggest that the development and testing of HIV prevention interventions for MSM couples, a historically understudied area of HIV prevention, may be important as we approach the fourth decade of the US HIV epidemic.”

Reference
Sullivan PS et al. Estimating the proportion of HIV transmissions from main sex partners among men who have sex with men in five US cities. AIDS Vol. 23 (online edition), 2009.

This article was first published by NAM/Aidsmap.com in May 2009 and is republished with permission.

Cpt. Nicanor Faeldon

Trixie Cruz Angeles- On 29 November 2007, several officers and men walked out of their hearing in the Makati Regional Trial where they are facing charges of coup d’etat, a crime punishable by life imprisonment. They walked to the Manila Peninsula Hotel where a siege was laid against them. At the end of that day, the same officers and men were rounded up and jailed again. All save one, Cpt. Nicanor Faeldon, of the Philippine Marines. Cpt. Faeldon’s escape still came as a surprise to the one thousand five hundred Marines and five hundred police officers who surrounded the hotel. After all, this was not the first time Cpt. Faeldon had removed himself from his confinement. He also walked away from his hearing in December 2005 and was recaptured over a month later, but only after he posted videos of himself – by then a fugitive – inside various military camps, despite the proliferation of WANTED posters in all the said camps. This time around, after his second escape, he has made several public statements despite being the target of several police operations designed to flush him out. And despite the promise of a million peso reward, Cpt. Faeldon has been at large for over a year.

Michelle Obama Quotes

"My first job in all honesty is going to continue to be mom-in-chief. Making sure that in this transition, which will be even more of a transition for the girls...that they are settled and that they know they will continue to be the center of our universe."

"Women in particular need to keep an eye on their physical and mental health, because if we're scurrying to and from appointments and errands, we don't have a lot of time to take care of ourselves. We need to do a better job of putting ourselves higher on our own 'to do' list."

"Exercise is really important to me--it's therapeutic. So if I'm ever feeling tense or stressed or like I'm about to have a meltdown, I'll put on my iPod and head to the gym or out on a bike ride along Lake Michigan with the girls."

"One of the lessons that I grew up with was to always stay true to yourself and never let what somebody else says distract you from your goals. And so when I hear about negative and false attacks, I really don't invest any energy in them, because I know who I am."

"And in my own life, in my own small way, I've tried to give back to this country that has given me so much. That's why I left a job at a law firm for a career in public service, working to empower young people to volunteer in their communities. Because I believe that each of us--no matter what our age or background or walk of life--each of us has something to contribute to the life of this nation."

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